Friday, April 10, 2015

絕望 Despair

睜開眼睛 我看不見光明
閉上眼睛 我看不見黑暗
此時此刻
內心裡 點點滴滴的慌張
就快滲透出來
把我逼得喘不過氣

這不是充滿希望的季節嗎
可是當我看見一雙猙獰的眼睛盯著我看
我還是那麼的恐懼 那麼的不安
為什麼 這個時候
連費盡心血都覺得徒勞無功

天空很藍 那又怎麼樣
滿腔熱血 早已乾枯褪色
如果往後退一步 低下頭
就能輕易發現 所謂的夢想
已經被踐踏得毫無價值 在草地上
像個皮球被人踢向無邊無際的遠方

最後的最後 原來
沒有任何東西是想像中的那麼重要
我只好抱著我顫抖著的靈魂
靜靜地在一旁看著人們死去
最終輪到自己

I open my eyes but I don't see light
I close my eyes but I don't see darkness
Right at this moment
The anxiety in the deepest part of my heart moving around
Trying to escape from my body
And to strangle me effortlessly

I wonder if the season of hope has arrived
But when I see a pair of hideous eyes staring at me
I am still terrified and disturbed
Why is it that right now
Anymore effort feels just like a desperate attempt towards the inevitable futility

The blue sky doesn't mean anything
The ardour and passion have died out and faded
If I take a step back and look down
I can see all those aspirations
Like they have been flushed down in the toilet
Lying on the field
And kicked away to somewhere far away like a ball

At the very last page of the story
I realise nothing really matters that much
So I have to hold my shivering soul tight
And watch people die one by one silently
And eventually my turn


0 comments:

Post a Comment